Hello Everyone,
I love you all. I hope you are well.
The other day when I was studying during personal study I had this analogy come to me, and I shared it with Sister Suaybaguio, and she has since made me share it with everyone else. It really helped me understand things, and since sharing is caring I suppose I'll send it to you as well.
Life is a brick wall. It is very thick, and there is absolutely no way we can get through it. God is on the other side of the wall, and somehow we know about it, but we can't see Him. It is too high to see and too thick to go through. We bang on the wall, we hit the wall, we run into the wall. We get some scraps and bruises from trying to get through the wall, but there is nothing we can do about it. Some dust might fall off of the wall, but that is about it. We are seperated from God.
The Saviour has the power to put a hole in the wall. He invites everyone to come through it. Some people refuse to even look at it. They see the few scratches they recieved from trying to get through the wall, and say, 'I was hurt, and so I don't believe there is any hole in the wall.' These are those people who don't believe in God because they've prayed before and it wasn't answered they way they wanted it to be, or they see all the bad things in the world and don't recognize all the good.
The second group of people see the hole, and try to get through it. It is kind of jaggedy, and they get a lot more cuts, and a lot more bruised, but they do push through it. They are very injured and very hurt when they get to the other side, but they do make it. When they get there, though, they look around for God but can't find him. They don't recognize Him. These are those people in other churches who realize what Jesus Christ has done, but they don't know the power of the Atonement because they don't have the proper authority to recieve the ordinaces of salvation.
Hopefully we are all in the last group. We look at the wall, and it is kind of scary. We know we will get hurt, because we have before, but we also know that we could get hurt a lot worse. But we realize that the Saviour is standing there with His hands outstretched. We walk over, take His hand, and he begins to lead us through the wall. We do get hurt, we do get bruised, just like the people did without the Saviour. But the Saviour, he has the Balm of Gillead, and that can heal us. It doesn't magically cure us, but as he applys it to our wounds (and our hearts) over time it heals, and we become new. When we reach the other side of the wall, we are perfected, we are healed. And we are still holding Christ's hand. He takes us to the Father, places our hand in His and says, 'Here she is, Father, here is Jasmine. I brought her to you. She got hurt, but she followed me, and now I've brought her to you.' Then Heavenly Father takes us to live with Him.
I know this is possible. I know that the pains, trials, and mistakes we make in life can be healed through the Atonement of our Saviour. He is full of grace and mercy, and the only way to overcome spiritual and physical death. I'm so thankful for Him, everyday of my life. I couldn't make it through this mission, or my life, without Him.
If you are not relying on the Saviour, stop. He doesn't ask you to kill yourself before you ask for His help. If we don't allow Him to help us, we won't recognize Heavenly Father when we reach the other side. And that would be a mistake. I promise you that if you turn to Jesus Christ, your life will be changed, and you will be so thankful.
I love you,
Sister Hull
PS
Everything is fine here in Swinton. It is so different from Stafford, so much bigger. I get quite homesick for Stafford, to be honest. I knew where everything was and where pretty much every member, and a lot of less actives lived. Here in Swinton, I'm not sure that I will ever know my way around. It is basically just another bit of Manchester City, which is huge and so it is hard to seperate the area from the other missionaries areas and things. But it will be okay, I hope. I've only been here a week, and it took me longer than that to learn Stafford, so I can't expect myself to know Swinton in my first couple of days.
There is a lot more bus contacting here, which is not my favourite thing in the whole world. In fact it is one of my more least favorite things to do on the mission. Imagine bus contacting for one and one half hours on the way to district meeting.. Well, you probably can't imagine it. It's terrifying, and awkward. I'm sure I'll get use to it at some point, but it's hard. :P
I'm glad to hear that Jordan got to the MTC alright. I'm sure he was very ready to get there and get started. Sometimes you just have to jump off the highdive and into the pool. Once your in the pool you just have to not drown for the first little while, until you can swim. That sounds like a really bad impromtu speech analogy. Speaking of which, there is a couple here in charge of taking care of the YSA. They say some of their calling is simply to teach the YSA how to speak to each other, because they don't talk! Imagine. I told Sister Cannon that my friends had no problem with that. It was getting them to stop talking.
Is Jordan going to send all his emails to me as well? Because I can't go on his blog. That would be completely disobedient. :) And I refuse to be disobedient. If not, forward them to me... pleaseeeeeeee. :)
I love you, mom.
Everyone, share the gospel with someone this week. Write and tell me about the miracles you see. Because you will see miracles. Loves. JH.
PPS Did you ever get my Christmas card?